you just drive yourself toward exhaustion often related to that you dont get much feedback on your brilliant posts, i know that feeling. Sadly a lot of the folks on facebook are addicted to facebook so when they see your forum posts they end up sitting on facebook commenting and liking your posts. Since your not on facebook you never see this feedback.
have a break and join libertaria when you come back.
Also I have added a own forum now for graffiti Art :)